Stressing me out

life is full of stress so BLOW like the rest.. thats my motto lol lately ive had alot of stress and its killing me . i need a job asap plus christmas is coming up just so much on my plate but im already full. i just wish i could have all the money in the world and have no problems GOd wouldnt that be Great!

and who the fuck are you!!

People be gettin out of line then u know what happens the HYPENESS in me comes out then we get it poppin...i hate when girls talk but aren't really about shit .... runnin your mouth isnt the way to go BITCHES....i dont care about people talkin shit but it gets old and annoying so just stop.... and if u got a problem with me over a nigga or bitch omg get them not me apparently yo shit aint right cuhz they comin to me ugh!!!!......like ur gonna keep talkin then when it comes down to it you scary ....so all im sayin in DONT TALK ABOUT IT BE ABOUT IT!!!(PERIOD)

Who plays games anymore?!?

All i have to say is i know people that know people that most likly know you so dont play me thats all i ask because i will bring you that hyped up shit if you bring it my way... i dont like playin people or getting played because im not a kid omg people !!!! its 2008 can you just please be 100 with your shit (GOSH!)

Can't play a playa.

Haha funniest comment my mom ever made. true though i wouldnt call myself a player but i definately know the game. boys say whatever to get in ur pants period. uhmmm everyone cheats & have their secrets. i know right from wrong but im young y should i care this is my time to make mistakes and have no regrets. everything i sdo i look at it as a growing experience. "lifes what you make it so lets make it rock" well thats what my wife Hannah Montana said lol

ilh

we made up and it feels way better to kno i have her there.....we talked last night best convo just for the fact that i could hear her voice....it made me feel just to know that when we werent talking she actually cared and wasnt just like fuck it..... we fell asleep on the phone it was so cute but then i got sad because im miss sleeping next to her... :(

L's on deck

hmmm i got my L's im so happy.....its just gonnna make me work harder to get a job and a car .hahaha small world i seen my friend at the dmv and it turns out my dad sold him the car he have and he's been knowin my dad since 8th grade wtf.........things lookin pretty good goood grades .. if theres any drama comin either ill slap u and its over or ill simply stop talkin to yu so get with the program/..

Grudges

GRUDGES are hard to hold? and in the end they only hurt you... imagine the person you were mad at dies or something bad happens to them (G0D F0RBID) ....do you really think you could deal with the fact that the last words you spoke to them were bad ones ?? SO i try to forgive the wrong done to me and move on with my life because in the end of the night the person who did you wrong most likely isn't losing sleep over you.....

shocking news!!!

hmmmm so you would think you can trust someone ur in love with right?? wow so i just found out some girl i super trusted stole my phone awhile back... like wtf i wanted to like go with her.....not only did that happen some people i trusted knew and never told im just so stuck on wtf to do.. i just dont wanna end a friendship over a material thing but i have to let her understand how hurt i am..i really feel like ashton's about to pop out of nowhere:/

I need you bad

its hard to let go when ur so close but then you wonder is this really the direction i should be going . i mean yeah you hurt me/ played me in the past but the past is the past RIGHT? . am i the dummy ? either way i end up hurting with or without you. i love you so much you dont even know i would say i was in love but that would just add more pain to the sitaution. now im stuck with the hard decision of moving on with you or without you?...i have to make this decision for myself because i can take the good times with you but i dont think i can handle losing you again ...

life as i know it

I live in a [DREAM] world. i [THINK] the first but finish [LAST].ive seen [ALOT]. Been through [ENOUGH]. if theres more [DRAMA] headed my way [KILL] me now. i cant stand [people]. i [GIVE] my all and get [NOTHING] in return. i [FALL] hard. my life is [HELL] most days. i try to [HIDE] it but turn to the [WRONG] alternatives. when i [REST] my head at [NIGHT] i feel [EMPTY]. thats pretty [MUCH] the bad [PARTS] of my [DEATH]. the word [LOVE] means different things to[DIFFERENT] people. to me its a [WORD] that makes friendships/relationships [COMPLICATED]. life has [OBSTACLES] and if you [CANT] over come them theres [ALWAYS] the option to [KILL] yourself -_-. i seem really [DEPRESSED]/suicidal but im not ive [JUST] been hit with the reality of [LIFE].